A tribute to Mom

A tribute to Mom

This is for my Mom who gave me nothing but the best.. πŸ™‚ If you guys have time, please view and like.. thank you! :*

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“My Own Place Under The Sun”

Photo by: Clara May Riley

Reminiscing is the most wonderful thing to do, when you have your “ME” time. And all those wonderful memories during childhood seems like a cotton candy in Sugarland. It’s like as sweet as honey and as good as cherry. πŸ™‚

Back in December 95′ I was born in a foreign country, but raised in the Archipelago. Pilipinas πŸ™‚ Palo, Leyte to be exact; in a small barangay used to be called “BAKTASAN” now, “SALVACION”. It’s really kinda funny and somehow ironic since my Aunt happens to be Salvacion as well that is why children at a very young age thinks she has something to do with the place, but the fact is that; it was actually taken from our Patron Saint; Nuestra Senora De Salvacion.Β 

We lived a normal and simple life, in a house just enough for all 6 of us. But usually, there are only 5 of us, since my mom comes home for only once a year. I never grew up with her, because she had to work for a living. Even so, she manages to be the best as she can be. My Aunt, whom I call “Mama”, My Uncle, whom I call “Papa”, My Ate & Kuya (cousins) whom I treat like my actual brothers and sisters, and of course; My Mom. There were no cements on streets yet, and as you pass by some of the houses in our place, there were a lot of fruit-bearing trees, and flowers of different kind. My playmates were my cousins, and some of the other kids from the different zones of our barangay. Going to te beach, playing all day long , and coloring books were my favorite hobby and being inquisitive was just my thing. But childhood wasn’t that easy having an asthma. You have to take medicine, inhalers, and a lot of things are prohibited. I can say, it was the most difficult part of my childhood. But God had been good .. so good to me, that he gave me all these chances to enjoy the wonders of childhood. πŸ™‚ I was luckily cured, and when I knew I was, I’ve never been so happy.

Looking back, I was most likely a street kid, always out of the house, playing and discovering new things. My favorite game back then was Slipper Game, Slipper Box, Tex (wherein you toss a small piece of hard paper with your favorite characters on tv, and toss it like heads and tails) Bahay-bahayan, and of course; Hide and Seek. πŸ™‚ I love it when I get wounds. It might sound weird but I loved it cause I can see I was really taken care of, and it was my definition of being relaxed, and all cleaned up after my aunt would cleanse it. I got into a lot of trouble, my aunt would scold me, and take me home for getting too far, for biting a few of my playmates when mad, and for getting dirty. πŸ™‚ All those, it was just fun. And even if I encountered a lot of scolding, I would never wanted to change a thing, because my childhood was worth it.

It was simply one of the best days of my life, living freely, being me, doing those things that I love. We only live once, and not to mention; I am greatful enough to at least live the life I wanted to have during my childhood. It was Sugar, Spice, and Everything nice. πŸ™‚

“DO THE MATH”

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Math, Math, Math.. everywhere there is Math. Since I started school, MATH was like my worst enemy whom your trying to be friends with but your friendship just won’t workout? πŸ™‚ I was never good at it but yes I always try.

Some say that the acronym for MATH is “MENTAL-ABUSE-TO-HUMANS which I say is a little bit funny but I guess it’s not. MATH is there to challenge human minds, to be able to solve problems, and allows you to seek solutions and it makes you realize how beautiful a problem is after you solve it. But there are just those times when I can’t seem to solve such problems immediately, and sometimes I don’t understand them thoroughly. But I always have a hard time to cope with this subject and no matter how hard I try, it will never be my favorite.

Right now I’m a Senior High School Student. I enjoy our math subject at times, and I know it might as well be astonishing but yes, I enjoy it at times. I think the only problem I’m having right now is applying Math to Physics. πŸ™‚ Somehow, I manage to belong Β even just being part of the average, but sometimes, it’s still not enough. However it goes, God know I try hard, just to make this brain inexpensive and used πŸ˜€

The day you left Leyte, the heavens cried..

The day you left Leyte, the heavens cried..

I fell into tears, not having you by my side

Just as the heavy rain poured down the whole city,

So did my lonely broken heart felt cold & empty.

I never wanted you to leave

But I guess wat I ask is just so much to give

Having you was just as perfect as the sun rises and sets upon me

But I guess it was never meant to be

Just as a desolate moon across an empty sea.

But we never know what our future olds,

And we might encounter a thousand folds

Sorrow, happiness and conflicts might come between us

But all of these will never change what have been

For my love remains the same, as eternal as a flame.

Complicated Heart :)

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There are just these times wherein you tend to get confused about what or how you feel. You feel different kind of things your unsure of, but in the end you’ll find out that there’s nothing so special about it, or the other way around, wherein you’ll end up getting hurt before even knowing that what you feel was real. πŸ™‚

Different people, different situations, but the same direction. So when are these times when your heart seems COMPLICATED? πŸ˜€ Β most of the answers especially Teenagers will say; “When we’re in love” πŸ™‚ I hear a lot of love problems from different kind of people.. some of them are too plain, some are just minor, some major, while some are deep. Heart aches, Heartbreaks, their all part of the cycle. A person who knows how to love, or loves; always end up getting hurt. It’s vice-versa but then we learn from all our mistakes, and make up for it πŸ™‚

“It is better to love than to not have loved at all” πŸ˜€ well yeah .. oldies. Well we all know that LOVE is a great feeling. Unexplainable, different, unique, fun,broad; so let’s just say it covers almost everything since it was given to us by God. πŸ™‚ Β so therefore we Β love for a purpose. Β There are times when we are afraid to be left alone, times when we feel our lives are complicated, and so as our hearts, and that we cannot seem to handle how everything’s complicated. We are in doubt, but Love still remains. πŸ˜€ we learn how to ease the pain, we learn how to move forward, and we learn to keep ourselves and keep love in ourselves.

That is why it is good to know that after all the things that were made difficult or was naturally difficult for you, after all the sorrow, after loving and getting hurt, at the end of the day, there is always that one person that will mend a complicated heart, a complicated life, in a complicated situation. A person who will always love you, even when your complicated yourself πŸ˜€ I know that I’m getting too far and pardon me. It’s just that; I was caught in the moment and found an inspiration to write this thing up. πŸ™‚

“Do not love a person because you need him, instead; Love a person who needs you because he loves you. “